Disappointment

Thursday and Friday I was feeling pretty disappointed in my foot. In a spinning class I tried pushing a bit with my left foot (in the boot still), but it hurt in the IMPJ (inter-metatarsal-phalangeal joint). I guess I was frustrated because I knew I wasn't even pushing that hard. And my 2nd toe seems to be overlapping both my big toe and 3rd toe now... which is worse than it was before surgery. Thinking about that is really depressing, but as long as I avoid thinking about it...